Hey guys, since this forum is practically dead, you guys won't mind if I vent right? Oh well too late!

Her:"Yuur a negativee personn& yuu shouldd reallyy changee thatt kevinn, it aintt gettingg yuu nowheree"
My response - hahahahaha, i guess i am. Oh well, ill try to change. Its not happening any time soon though. Whatever.

What I would have really liked to say if it wouldn't ruin anything - "Yes I am _____. Im very negative. And theres only one reason behind that. I love you. I freaken love you, but I cant fucken have you. Why? Because of all these bullshit excuses you keep making. You always said you had feelings and shit, but thats all bullcrap. You never did. You just say it so I could feel better. If I were to have you, my life would be fucken perfect. Every night I fucken long for you, ache for you, and always think about you. You have your crush that is eventually going to break your fucken heart, but whatever, go ahead and get hurt. Maybe then youll finally feel what I feel. That lonliness to know that the person you fucken like doesn't like you back. Why wont you realize it!? THAT I NEED YOU AND I WANT YOU HERE BESIDE ME? Well you dont. But, i really do love you. You have everything at your fucken disposal, everything wrapped around you, and your world is compelete, but I am nothing to you. All those kisses, and the romatic gushy shit was all washed down the drain. And no matter how much I will always fucken hate you for that...I will never stop loving you. "

Psh. Me, I would've just said all that right to her face. My reasoning being I like speaking my mind. Probably would've gotten pleasure from her reaction, negative or otherwise.

Then again, I'm a motherfuckin' asshole who has no friends besides other assholes, so your mileage may vary.

Urk.
Love. Crushes. D8
Being an adolescent human really fucking sucks.

Just hang in there, man, that's all I have to say. :c;;

I feel ya Kazz, except, in my case it'll probably just wear off during summer. I hope. Probably.

Just wait it out I guess. Things'll get better D:

-edited-

Ahh---do your best, look towards the future, believe everything will work out for the better.

Look, this won't last very long. Eventually, you'll be able to move on. It's gradual, yes, but soon, the attraction will fade. If not, why wait? Go for it now, when the present's still the present and we're all still here.

Don't make any choices that you will regret, but don't let things be if they're breaking hearts all around.

Oh don't be an ass mentos he's struggling here.

Sorry, sorry...
It just feels...iunno.

Sometimes you can't be a friend without being an asshole.

I think it's more of a guy thing.

I'm starting to wonder if liking someone is just a scam for the heart..

Probably is.
Like, if you can't end up with that special someone.
But if you do, it probably isn't.


Kinda like a casino.

It's a gamble you say? That does make sense, if it's the first stage that is.

My theory on it is that everything in this world ends.
My entire relationship was founded up on that principle.
To me, it's not about finding the perfect person. It's about finding someone that you can live with and who makes you happy. High school relationships are good for practice. They teach you who you can be in a relationship along with what you can't stand in a person. They also teach you about other people in general and the proper ways to communicate so that when you finally meet the right person, you can be able to communicate well enough to make the relationship work.

As for liking people, I don't know what advice to give. In high school, I liked a lot of guys. But none of them ever liked me back. So pretty much I just waited until I found one that did.

Waiting is such a task though. Wait too long as it's just a broken cupcake.

Icky is completely right at the same time, training is all. Is Kazz even reading this D<

Maybe not now, considering when he posted this.
Maybe later.

Broken cupcake? The hell kind of analogy is that?

I wanted a cupcake with cream cheese on it, what?

oh u

I always break the bottom off of cupcakes
and put it on top of the icing
and eat it like a sandwich
does that make them broken?

Yes just like your SOUL for desecrating the defenseless cupcake.

All it wanted out of life... all it CARED FOR was getting nommed on by your delicious underage teeth. BUT NO

YOU HAVE TO MAKE IT INTO A WANNABE SANDWICH

YOU JUST HAD TO CRUSH ITS HOPES AND DREAMS

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NOOO
I'M SORRY CUPCAKES I'LL NEVER HURT YOU AGAIN

hey is your sig from when he finds out stills is gay?
because i swear to god i had the same reaction as scott
{if i could possibly get that cartoony}

Yeah, it's when he finds out Stills is gay.

my reaction was gigglesnort

My reaction was like
and then gigglesnort.

well, i would freaken read this if you guys would be more active often!
I left thinking that it was offically dead and no one gave a crap! D: haha

I make it a point to check it every fuggin day mang D<