I dont know.

I dont know where I'm going. It seems as if I keep treading in circles. I always give the same advice, always as the same ridiculous ideas, always say the same humor. Nothing seems to change. Its always this cycle of up and down that I could never break free of, since I'm Kevin, and I don't know what to do with my life.

God I want to cry so badly right now, because I just feel so worthless. Why do I create depression when I have nothing to be sad about?

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY FUCKEN WHY?!

I dont know anything about this life because i havent felt the true heaviness of heart. God im so sorry for being here. I'm so goddamn sorry.

Fuck.

Don't worry, bro. It'll pass. Everything does.

I can't exactly tell you how, though. Everyone's life is different.

Whenever I end up feeling how you're feeling, I always tell myself this,

"I can get up right now, walk outside, and just keep walking."

Ultimately, only you can control where you'll end up. Be it having a promising career ahead of you or having done absolutely noting with your life.

So cry out, curse and blame someone else for your fate (yes, even god), and once you're done; decide what your next move will be.